work hard, play hard, sleep hard

i turned 21 and now i'm ready to play with the big kids. i wanted this day to come so badly i really couldn't wait. I tried to buy alcohol in high school, I snuck into clubs, i used my charm to get into korean bars, i went to vegas undercover 21 style. But now that i'm 21 - i'm sad. I lay in my full size bed in davis and a box of oreos next to me and wonder if i did enough. With comfort food to cure my fear i'm watching clips of OFWGKTA raging and wonder if I could've been famous at 18. I think about the times i ran on cross country, played for the tennis team or swam for the swim team - my prime time is over. "wait til you hit 30" my sister said laughing at my adolescent comment. And you know what she's right, my twenty-something lifeperiod is golden. here's to: [continuing to] being young, wild and free.